January 1, 2015


I love beginnings. Fresh starts. New chapters.

I think the allure of them is the idea....the hope I guess you could say, that things/life/I might be different {this time}. But you wanna know a secret. Nine times out of ten, absolutely NOTHING ever is....different I mean. At least for me personally.

And it's not because I don't want it to be. It's not because I don't sit in bed at night and map out this master plan. It's certainly not because of my lack of planning.

So what's the problem?

I am not consistent.

I start things and then stop them. I dream without action. Pray without work. And then wonder why I walk down paths that always end short of any kind of finish line.

I began to notice this about myself a while ago....but lately it's been bothering me something serious. Sometimes you have to get sick of yourself before you can change. So that is why, on this first day of 2015 (can you even believe it) I have decided not to make one single resolution. I mean lets be honest, who even remembers those things after March or April? Not I said the cat.

Instead, I've decided to find consistency in my life. With work, applying for "big girl" jobs, my faith, my friendships, this blog, the gym (I'm sore already).....I believe that being consistent with everything that I do will yield better results than writing a list of things I won't actually do much less remember this time next year.

Sound like a plan girlfriend? Great! Meet me back here on Monday February 2, 2015 for all of the amazingness!  I know that the Lord has some pretty amazing things planned for you and me in 2015. Now, lets go do this thing!

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